I mean nothing to you any more, yet you’re still my everything.

nothing is worse than losing your best friend to her boyfriend, you go from spending every minute of the day with them, to them wanting nothing to do with you. if you say anything to them about how you feel about the situation, they will just tell you ’ when you meet someone this special and they mean so much to you, its hard not to get caught up in all of it’, but seriously fuck how am i meant to sit back and watch me drift away from someone who has been my sister/everything/ soul-mate through thick and thin for 7 whole fucking years. seriously snap the fuck out of it, i get you are in love, but we ‘were’ each others first priority in everything, now i’m your last. i’m lost, know one to talk to about how i feel about boys,life, bitches and family. ‘bestfriend’ you’ve changed, when yous break up,dont come back to me, you can fuck off. you mean everything to me still but, i would never do this to you. you hurt me, as silly as it sounds, its true.